Happy Easter, my friends… how was your weekend? Restful, I hope. Ours was eventful, as you may have already caught wind of in yesterday’s post? Oy! And I should also add that the giraffe was not the only shipment to arrive from Africa. My house really is a zoo now… I could charge admission just to visit.
Anyway, this morning we had a lovely brunch at my mom’s, where we enjoyed a feast of pancakes, eggs, sausage, melon, and coffee cake, alongside some good conversation and, of course, the cursory Easter peeps. We paid our respects to Edd at the beautiful wooden urn that contains his ashes, and there was something strangely comforting about that. His presence is still felt. I couldn’t help but think back to my Easter post last year, and when I looked it up, the tears flowed. That smile on Edd’s face! Damn his staggering ability to be happy, right up through the end. It makes me feel deeply ashamed of my own pathetic ability to have a consistently shitty attitude. For real.
Grace. We talked a little today about how the grace with which Edd handled his disease was truly astounding, and though watching someone suffer like Edd did can certainly cause you to have some issues with your God and your faith, the grace… it’s hard to attribute it to anything but God working within him, despite the cancer.
We also talked about how suffering has a purpose, and that’s to strip you of every single thing that’s not important, leaving only what is. Of course, it’s still hard to embrace suffering—damn near impossible. But it’s also near impossible to ignore the beauty I saw in the love and caring and stripped-down-ness of my mom and Edd’s relationship.
Just food for thought.
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After a short sabbatical, I am back on board with Best of Instagram! Here’s a few recent pictures… (username jenniSOML on Instagram)
1. A new favorite dress from Ruche and a lovely bracelet by Miss Jenna!
2. My outfit for Easter today. Necklace by Stella & Dot.
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3. This tea is supposed to help my PMS. We’ll see. (nailpolish here in “now you sea me”)
4. Beautiful tulips from the incredibly kind Kristin. :)
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5. Gracie and the water hose. More obsessed Gracie photos here.
6. Tuckered out. :)
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7. Spooning!
8. Keeping watch.
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9. I have named it Martin.
10. Never thought I’d see the day I put one of these in my office, but it actually looks pretty darn cool.
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11. Flowers clipped from the yard to keep me company while I work.
12. Cosmetics.
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13. My loves.
14. New favorite necklace courtesy of my blestie (blog bestie, not sure who coined that) Megan. Its official name is the “Edinburgh,” but I have renamed it the “Edd-inburgh.” :) Tonight’s the last night to get a major discount in the Across The Pond shop, so get on that!
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